Are we ever fully loved? Sure you have your mom, dad, sister or brother that love you. Or maybe you are one of those lucky ones that have people that surround you with love. But is it still possible to have all that and still feel, totally - utterly alone? Don't you feel like you just don't want to smile anymore? I mean you feel lousy, don't you just want someone to care, anyone.
Everyone is so darn busy; don't you feel you cannot burden anyone with your woes because everyone has problems. I feel that a lot of the time. When something really shitty is happening to me, who do I turn to you? No one. I think I have discovered why people become so depressed because they don't know who to turn to when things get really unbearable. And the only ones who will listen are the ones who want money in return.
You know those people that are smiling all the time and saying how wonderful life is? Those are usually the people who are in the most pain, that need the most help.
We all need love. Love is the most important emotion and feeling in this world. When we feel alone, we are very far from love but is needed the most.
Why do you ask "how are you?" Do you really want to know how someone is or are you just being polite? Wouldn't it be nice to hear after someone says that and your reply "is not good." They say, "oh tell me why" and really genuinely listen to you. Be there for you even if you are a stranger.
What if your friends are tired of hearing the same old woes from you; who do you turn to next? I am creating this blog for just that. I am creating this blog for people to share the woes with me because I CARE.
I am also, creating it because I need an outlet, too. I have gone through a major time in my life with a man that I have counted on for the last 7 years. We have been through hell and back. Now we are ending our 7-year friendship/relationship. I am terribly sad it's ending but relieved, too. I am ready to get off this long roller coaster ride. I am ready to have some peace and quiet, maybe.
